After finding her I tried to find my old mission journal, I couldn't find it but I did find my journal from after my mission and from before I got married. During that time I had a lot of fun. I went on lots of fun trips, had lots of fun adventures, and had many good friends. It was a great time of life, but I found that instead of fully enjoying that time I was always worried in the back of my mind about getting married. I was worried that I would never get married and so I didn't feel like I truly enjoyed this time of life like I should have. If there is something I could go back and change is that. I would just enjoy and quit worrying.
Of course, I wouldn't want to go back to that time of life. I am glad that I am now married and raising a family. But I am so glad that I can look back on those experiences with happiness. I am happy that I married Reid and that he came along at the right time. I am happy that I have Savanna, Mitchel, Treyton and Carolina. I feel like right now I am doing the most important thing that I should be doing. That beats sky diving in Vegas- a least for now.
